Before I arrived in Azerbaijan, I spent five days in Switzerland, training for the job I do here. Didn’t have much time to walk and get to know the surroundings, but even that little was enough to realize that – it was the promised land – but to someone else.
I walked by Lake Lucerne and looked in the windows of shops that were closed, even though it was Saturday morning. Only came across one supermarket that was opened, to buy some chocolate. The village was beautiful, nature amazing, people answered with a smile on the street.
Despite all that….Boring.
On the way to the Zurich airport, I observed the surroundings. Everything seemed so weighted and taut, no disorder, no chaos. Everything was exactly as drawn as if the trees were growing according to the assignment perfectly regularly and in the autumn colors established by the procedure. At times I expected purple cows to appear from chocolate wrappers. No, those cows there were still quite ordinary Swiss cows, completely unaware of the fact that they had the unusually happy fate of grazing on the green meadows of the postcards. In fact, the entire time I was there, had the impression that I had walked into a postcard, but those wonderful November colors could not awaken my senses or feelings. The experience was like a dish that looked perfect on the plate, beautifully arranged, but without a single spice when you tasted it.
I was brought to the airport by a Mercedes S class, driven by a perfectly clean-shaven and polished driver. Switzerland and I said goodbye to each other there, with a very cold shakehand.
And then I arrived in Azerbaijan.
As soon as I saw the man who was going to drive me, everything was clear. Nothing like a perfectly tailored suit or even a Mercedes. A local guy in a yellow jacket reluctantly held a sign with the hotel logo where I will be working. When I waved at him and smiled, he just remained serious and took over the trolley with the suitcases. He put them in a vehicle that reminded me of a Lada and then sped off through the Bakuan thick fog. I wondered how he could drive so fast in such low visibility.
What I noticed in my waking moments were hills with almost no vegetation. However, as we progressed, vegetation began to appear. This time again fields, cows, but these here were somehow less polished and seemed more modest, although they had much more freedom. While the Swiss ones neatly kept to the fields (who knows, maybe they have some ID to register before entering the pasture), these ones crossed the road we were driving on, without caring that they didn’t belong there. It’s like they think – I don’t care, I don’t know when I’m going to end up under a butcher’s knife anyway. There were also sheep that occasionally went out on the road.
When we got a little further from the city, the fog lifted. I wanted to look at the scenery, but at times sleep would overcome me because I had been traveling all night.
The greenery around the road seemed shaggy and untidy, like a shepherdess that doesn’t care about a comb, unaware of how beautiful she is in this pure, natural state.
And I immediately liked Azerbaijan with all its imperfections. I was glad that it was my destination and not Switzerland. It kind of reminded me of my country, just as shaggy, wayward, and unique.
Time will tell if the feeling is right.